Feel Sucks

Been more than one year didn't back to my own blog. First blog since last year is about my suck feeling.

This feeling haunting me for a month already. Really torturing. I not dare to tell anyone. I just realized i am soooooooo stupid. Luckily i get help from a friend, now the feeling is getting better abit.

But it will not going to an end unless this issue is settled. I think this definitely will be my most valued lesson that i got. Now the feeling still sucks and the heart keep bumping fast. sigh.